Would you believe I actually viewed myself as beautiful when this picture was taken? Oh, yes, I did... I thought I was skinny, and therefore good looking...
That is, until I saw this picture of me... This isn't what I saw when I looked in the mirror, but pictures does not lie... I was sick, that much is clear.
And I still am, because even though I realise how wrong this is, a part of me still wants to be that girl... I've gained so much weight since then, I sometimes don't even recognise myself any more... I need to fix it, one way or the other. Preferably the right way this time, the slow way...
I want to feel beautiful again...
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